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If only you knew...

2009-04-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

2009-03-29T01:42:00.002+08:00

Bck to it again. Bck frm np foc. Freakin tired man. n im stil bloggin at tis time. yawn.. Well, been really heavy head-ed. haha. Nida figure thgs out..

2009-02-22T00:30:00.002+08:00

Its been awhl. Been doin evrthg n anythg bt nt blogging. hahaha. WEll.. I hv a freakin long list of thgs to get.

1.FENDER '72 American Deluxe/Custom Tele
2.Vox Tonelab LE/ Pod X3 Live
3.A Compressor
4.HEADPHONES!!!!

Gonna hv to work my butt off for thm. Literally. Goin for two interviews on mon wif gerald. 1 n a haf months left. SCHOOL. nida get a macbk. De brain officially stopped functioning in jan aft rotting so long. Hols s**ks. u heard me. Yes. believe it. N yes delise, we'l watch the 'he's just not that into you' whn u start ur hols in march(:

2009-01-27T03:12:00.003+08:00

Just watched Underworld: The rise of the Lycans. Awesome movie.Go check it out:]

2009-01-27T01:24:00.004+08:00

CNY! shit. Angbaos:D Im so freakin full. 3th grandaunt's food kicked ass man! Hd 3 rounds of food at her place. Thrs so many ppl i didnt know whn i wnt to granny's place for din. They jus seem familiar bt i nvr met thm b4. Thn they start talkin abt whn i was young i did such thgs n stuff. N i'l go huh? U freakin serious? All the weird stuff tht i didnt rmbr doin came out sia. Haha. I heard smthg lyk i hugged sm stranger whn i was young cos i cldnt recognise my mum?? Wth?! Haha. I dun rmbr being tht blur. At least thts wad i thght i wasnt? Anwys, it was great catchin up wif cousins n stuff. Charis's goin to NYJC. Movie n lunch on wed.

Hmm.

2009-01-25T01:53:00.002+08:00

Man. Cant wait till nxt episode of supernatural. Im so freakin tired. Shit. Lyk aft the long hols, i feel so freakin lertagic during today's match. Nida run tis wk. Trinity Cup's on nxt sunday at bowen sec. Artificial turf. Charles hd to sleep over at my place last night cos of his stupid crave for chicken cutlet at such an ungodly timing. Freakin pure oats diet. Haha. It freakin lookin lyk baff dude! Imagine..Sick!
Hd church thn whn to old airport rd for dinner. Man. They hv the chai dao guay( fried carrot cake[:) Awesomeee. Natalie, lois n phyliss made gerald n i eat burnt stig ray. They claim tht it tasted 'unique' n wanted us to try. Apparently, "it did". Ya. Tasted lyk burnt sting ray. thts the point. Got tis freakin awesome tastin beef noodles instd. Made charles compromise on his oats diet. Freakin blk coffe. Took a bus hm from douby ghuat bck. Hmm.. Jimmy jap.
Yawn.. Gd night!

2009-01-23T02:06:00.003+08:00

Delise's leaving tmr. I'l miss ya! Enjoy ya weekends n get lotsa hong baos! We'l cya on sunday whn ya get bck[: Btw, jerome. tell we whn thrs the HC celebration. Hahaha! Drama. its wrong man. haha. Weelll...its fri tmr. i mean tdy. the match wif YA's gonna b tough man. Mark the freakin wings!! Will b waiting for episode 12 to come out soon. Night!

We'l see hw thgs goes aye..

2009-01-21T23:49:00.005+08:00

WOW. Music Theory. blown my head out. I feel so freakin drained nw.
!@#@!@*&^%$#@@#$$^&&*^#$%^$^#@!!@$@#@%@#^%@$@#^@#!!

Sigh.

2009-01-18T22:52:00.002+08:00

jus rmbred Supernatural season 4 episode 11 came out 2 days ago. Watched it jus nw. Freaky ppl living in freaky places. If only cassie cassidy was still in it. Haha.
Well, till nxt thurs thn. Nida find a job soon.. Hmm. probably tmr. Damn. PARKWAY DRIVE's gig's on the 5th feb. Nida get the tiks fast.
Gonna watch Eden lake nw. CYA

2009-01-18T00:04:00.003+08:00

Jus got hm. Am freakin tired.. Shit. Dun feel tired thgh. So freakin funny.. Mervin was laughin at evrythg i said jus nw. Wads wrong wif sayin "special" twice-.-YA. Weird man.. Was eatin at singpost's KFC. Charles n gerald were complaining abt the electives in DMAT. The irrelevant ones. Chances of gettin ins quite high according to thm. Gerald got 11 too anywys. Shit man. GRADE 7 THEORY. It'l require serious/HARDCORE/no life muggin. Bt its for music:D Still.. DAMN..
Kai got his EMGs. @#!$@! reminds me of my mod tele. sigh. We'l see hw tis yr goes. Solid black tele + EMGs FTW!!!!!! Hahahaha. Mayb i'l get a 2nd hand tele, gv it a paint job n thn get the EMGs..
Heard DMAT gonna b lyk all abt blues n jazz. Hahaha. YEP. It'l defintely b interesting. Victor Wooten's lyk the shit man. Sick ass bass solos. N u thght guitar solos were audible dope? Whammy on a bass duuddeee.
Nida study theory nw.. YES. im muggin. I really am:D Haha. Its all to help undstd the theory side better b4 i enter. Im startin to hate the hols nw. Wanna sch soon.
Ppl must b freakin b thinkin "lyk wth ru thinking man?!!"
i dun know. Haha. i cant answer your qn. I jus want to. Its finally smthg tht i want to do. Nt lyk amaths n stuff. speaking of amths, heard thr'l b differenciation n integration n stuff. Still, all for a better cause:D
Man. Hvin a the trinity cup nxt wk. Nida start conditioning. Aft wad happened whn mark, charles, gab n joshua n i played street futsal wif the small kids tht day, i discovered wad the side effects of wad the Os did to my fitness. Well, nxt match wld b wif the YAS.

Started listening to tis band called the classic crime aft the split covered it at the sp open house. Heard the vids' on gerald's frienster. Freakin indie.

THE CLASSIC CRIME

Fine..

2009-01-17T00:36:00.003+08:00

The blessed resistance.

Outside,
They hear a different song than inside.
What's in your heart?
You'll find that they are just waiting for you
This time to watch you fall.

If you're drawing lines you can get off our side.
We want to be wrong if what you say is right.
Down on you, Down on you! They'll never stop.
How can you? Now can you use what you've got?

A fire,
Is burning inside of you,
And they've tried to put you out.
You'll find that possibly maybe that you might die,
But not on your own.
But they will tell you that you're wrong.
If you're drawing lines you can get off our side.
We want to be wrong if what you say is right.
Down on you, Down on you! They'll never stop.
How can you? Now can you use what you've got?
Your blankets of "What if's?" there making us cold.
We've tasted life wasted and it's getting old.
"You'll never make it", at least we tried.
And If we make it, well, at least we tried.
We've tried
We've tried
We've tried
We've tried
You can not stop us.
This is who we are.
You can not stop us.
This is who we are.
If you're drawing lines you can get off our side.
We want to be wrong if what you say is right.
Down on you, Down on you! They'll never stop.
And how can you? Now can you use what you' have got?

My Last Words

2009-01-13T00:48:00.003+08:00

Words fall onto harden hearts
Helplessness consumes thy from within
Its the same thing that seperates us
And forever us will be
The fault lies with me
Ignorance is forever bliss

2009-01-12T23:30:00.003+08:00

I felt it

2009-01-10T00:58:00.003+08:00

Hmmm. To gerald n the split, nice set tdy. Was pretty tight for a side band. "too bright to see and to loud to hear" and "Isabella" were nicely covered. Met Zak Efron whl adrian n i were at np's open house. To you who did nt get it, its a Inside joke. Totally uncalled thn. Haha. Well..halkgffglaghlkahghla. Hmm..nvm, Random.
15th jan. Supernatural season 4 episode 12. Yawn..fagaegagha. Night!

2009-01-09T01:01:00.004+08:00

Man..Its been long alright. Hvnt done tis for such a long time.
@#$&*! ZZzzz..Didnt sleep much last night. Hv you ever felt lyk u wr lyk so freakin tired bt u dun feel sleepy? Yeah.. Sigh. Wad i'l gv to fall asleep right nw..
Movie Watching is officially a religion. I cant sleep unless im done wif one. Evry freaking night. Haha. Mayb..jus mayb..one day i'l jus run outta movies n i'l hv to.. Nah.. Hahaha. Nt gonna happen:D
Well, results r gonna b out on mon. Awesome:D Seriously dude. Stop whinning aight? haha. Its all marked n graded n all. We cant change a freakin thg abt it anyways. So.. Live wif it aight:)
2009.. Hmm...

Remembered whn thr was tht smthg

Hayley Nicole Williams

2008-10-05T00:17:00.002+08:00

Supernatural Season 4. Awesome. Dun know whether chl 5 released it yt. Bt so far, its the shit. They changed Katie Cassidy in season 4. apparently her contract ended. ****!
Yeah. go c it thgh. The plot's awesome.
15 days to Os?
Aight..

2008-09-21T01:35:00.004+08:00

Hey John, Whats Your Name Again? - The Devil Wears Prada

Been long. Os in a few days. Studying for all i care. N the worse part is tht TOC is on the 8th. ****. Yeah. 3 days b4 the last ppr. I'l b stoked.. A7x is on the 21st? Hoping Underoath, TDWP, Paramore, KSE & BFMV will come nxt yr. Redemption. Hahaha.

Its like I don't know u no more

As I Lay Dying, Story of the Year, MUCC, Atreyu

Singapore, November 8th at Fort Canning Park

2008-07-01T23:20:00.006+08:00

*%#@#***%#@#! Chi oral was &*%#@! i was talkin in eng whl the examiners hd to talk to me in chi..
N wth..its was CHINESE oral. well..its over anywys. screw it..haha.
really nida the LTD ECLIPSE... **@#%
Anywys, BRING ME THE HORIZON will release its new album, "Suicide Season", on October 6 & Slipknot are expected to release their fourth studio album "All Hope Is Gone", on August 26.
Catch Thm[:

U - the only thing keeping me going..

2008-06-10T23:39:00.003+08:00

HEY:] its been a realli realli long since i blogged..n btw its nt dead..it was jus hibernating:] nvm..haha
lotsa of stuff been happening..life's is %*@# as usual..life hasnt been the same..haha..its the 10th of june tdy? yea..2 mr wks to the end of the hols..thts jus great aint it? haha..hving 2 wks of sch b4 sch reopens:] for ths tht got it, im wif u:] haha..its jus bloodly ironic...
Hvnt been spending alot of time on studying though..feelin kinda guilty..cant drag myself to study..feelin kinda moody..
2 mr months to the Os though...urghhh..
its seems lyk thrs no choice bt to mug huh..fine.
Mayb hving a gig coming up..been jammin quite often lately..
nid a Dc brick, a new guit, hardcase gig bag, n a whammy pedal..
Nid a ESP Eclipse. Btw..who wans to go for a gig on the 14th? killswitch engage, green day covers.
thrs sch tmr..f*ck...cya..
n rmbr TIS BLOG ISNT DEAD!!! :]

waiting for the end of the heartache

2007-11-15T22:59:00.000+08:00

realli sry ppl, for nt being able to tag u guys n all....
feelin lazy tis few days..
didnt check the blog..
i'l tag u guys aft im bck

btw, if u guys ever gt ur hands onto any songs by Astral Doors frm their album New Revelations, msn me..thks..

2007-09-26T21:48:00.001+08:00

hey reuben, found out the brand n type of mick thomson's guit......BC Rich Warlock

n aden...stop spamming my blog....

2007-09-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

dun hv the motivation 2 stdy ...
wastin my life away in hands...
dun gv a sh*t ...
is life realli all abt tis?
days fly by...
my time will too..
hey, thks for the memories anywys...

so is tis how its supposed to end?
only hv this to say...im realli sry

sLIpKn0T

2007-09-15T23:10:00.001+08:00

2007-09-13T23:02:00.000+08:00

sry guys..dun think i' b goin 4 the viet trip...

i overslept tdy n almost miss my tution again-.-

smthgs wrong wif me...aft last nite...the song 'wait n bleed' keeps playin in my mind...

i cant get it out of my mind...

anywys, u guys shld take a look at slipknt's mtvs..they r great..

2007-09-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

didnt hv time the first few days to blog...hd tonnes of hw...hd amaths on mon nite frm 6.3-9.3..was totalli exhausted...tueday-hd chem 4 2h in the aft...was sleeping throughout the whole tution...slept in the aftn tdy. felt better aft tht...
-.- hvin physics tution tmr...i feel like im wastin away...
btw guys, shld i go 4 the viet trip...?

mUsHr0oMhEad

2007-09-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

2007-09-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

sch reopens tmr.... it means i'l b my death date....im so gonna get screwed 4 nt completin my hw...eng-nt done, amaths-nt done, chem-nt done...the onli subjt i did do was emaths...

i dun noe whether should i b glad tht sch's reopenin or not...man cant b-lieve i did 4 freakin hrs of maths tdy all at one go... it scares me smtimes...

anywy watched bruce almighty...was hillarious....esp the bloopers.....

N lastly sm info 4 those slipkn0t fans out thr.. they r nt as original as they seem...

do sm research on the history behind the band mUsHrO0MheAd..u'l undstnd...

2007-09-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

woke up went 4 tution @ 8 wif a serious headache n found out tht it was supposed 2 be scheduled nxt sat-.- i was like wt..couldnt blamed them it was my fault..4got it got scheduled on nxt wk..went bck, used com til lunch..didnt realli cared-.
hd lunch...t.v/study til 1.3 then i slept 4 3 n 1/2 h..felt realli great aft tht..
hd dinner...watched t.v n started doin my hw, yes again-.-
my pile of hw nv seems to end...fine, it does shrink, bt veri slowly...
felt realli bored aft tht...wth one mr day left til sch reopens...
sort of miss sch....stil hv amaths...wth..
adrian i think i wun b doin it 2...
dun even think i can finish it...
who doin it anyways....

fUnErAL f0r A FrIeNd

2007-09-07T17:37:00.000+08:00

2007-09-07T17:17:00.000+08:00

Hols kinda suxs wif hw n not being able to go out wif friends...kinda boring...aft lunch aft a tiff wif ya ..my mum again-.- dun noe y she's always not sick of quarrelling all the time...im so sick it..i dun gv a damn anymr...I locked myself up in the rm n yes hard to believe bt...study..

Studied 4 2h +...missed my physics tution..'sigh',wanted to play com bt server was down..-.-

it seem destined 4 me 2 study tdy...got loads of hw anywys..feeliin realli bored witht her..

such concentrate mr on my studies 4 now...

any1 goin to the FFAF concert tmr? my parents wil nv let me go anywys...

startin 2 wish sch would strt earlier..

well hr a toast to all FFAF out thr n 4 thse who doesnt noe who FFAF is,.. hrs a pic

2007-09-07T13:20:00.000+08:00

2007-09-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

morning: i was bored like sh*t... woke up realli late...Sry...im sleeping late again...was catchin wif my friends. realli sry:[
was bored the whole morning...watch t.v, did hw n ya...aft lunch, sat down to use the com n chat. aft, my mum ruined my day by siging me up for physics tution without my consent. I was realli pissed n we had a tiff...heck with it...dun care no more..-.-
my mood jus went down aft that. did nt hv mood to do anythg...aft that i got myself to do the hw...didnt wan to disappoint sm1:] i promised rmbr? aft went for my tution..nt bad la...wasnt as bad as i thought it would b...Aft tht, i got home had a chat wif her... she's so sweet..she stay up to talk to me:] then adrian n i started chattiin wif gen...adrian thks 4 stayin for most of the conversation eventhough u left in the end...Thks gen, u 2. rmb 2e2 -rules- take care guys...aLL the best 4 the exams.

2007-09-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

any1 has FFAF-into oblivion?

2007-09-06T01:12:00.000+08:00

and btw 4 get abt the date n time on my blog...its screwed....
i'l try to change it asap

2007-09-06T00:36:00.000+08:00

ystdy was a bad day...I had Physics SPA at 8 in the morn..im not a morning person, so ya... got to sch jus in time... i didnt even study for it...honestly i dun gv a sh*t abt physics...
so regret taking physics..bcos of .. 4get it. Aft finishing the test, we went up to hv 2 h of physics... like the day cant get any better... Starved myself to death...
didnt hv breakfast-.-
Aft tht. went out wif sm1, watched 'hairspray'...nice movie, better than i expected.
Then we went out n talked. got to understd her better :] Send her onto the bus n headed off for tution...
realli miss her aft she left....walked around amk hub for 1 n 1/2 hr waitin for it to start.
met ye shen n his friends in the toliet. Later, i found out that the tution was suppose to start on next tues not tis tues...
thks shawn for reminding me man :]
got home, bathe watch a bit of tv slept early n ya......
woke up at 1.40 tdy. had a realli gd sleep
did nthg tdy.....
At nite, mugged n watched LTD. Disppointed that B.A.R.B didnt get in....
Chat wif adrian for sometime. Felt realli bored aft he left..
Thks gen for keeping me company! nice chattin wif u :]
now evry1 left me....
Might as well go sleep 2..

2007-09-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

Totally exhausted aft comin bck frm the nite hike...was not as enjoyable that i thought it would be. It was more tiring then i expected... Things did not improved.. i had 2 tution that aftn...-.- i onli had 3 h rest?! chem tution was 2h and an h later, Amaths for 3h. Got back home at ten watch abit of T.V. Dun bother 2 study physics spa tmr... Lookin 4ward for tmr, i noe its goin to b a better day:) Take care guys and all the best for tmr's SPA.